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View from barracks in a fort, Malta. The two colours of the water and the separation represents my theme |
Focus on yourself
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Now
is the moment for you to really center yourself and make yourself the priority.
In many cases, relationships can sidetrack the development of the individual
because more focus is given to the partnership and the family. Maybe start the
day by exercising or going out for a walk. Meditate, listen to affirmations,
journal or read.
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Do
something you always loved to, but never had the time to do. Yes, you think it’s
impossible to take time to learn something while all this is happening. Perhaps
it’s too difficult to invest in a hobby that was cast aside years ago. But, at
least make a note of what interests you and spend some time a day, even few
minutes either doing it or imagining yourself doing it in the future. Zumba or
salsa dancing, anyone?
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Reach
out to people who make you feel good. You don’t have to share anything with
them yet, just because you have news. Being in the company of people who
enhance your mood or who make you laugh is one of the best ways to sooth your
soul during these hard times.
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Make
a list of your short-term and long-term goals concerning this divorce with
regards to yourself, your children and your soon to be ex. Yes, whether you
like it or not, when you share children with someone, you do have a
relationship with them even after divorce. This could go on till your kids are
adults and then some. Your short-term goals may involve how to settle the
financial aspects of the separation, how
to navigate your children’s questions, how to adapt to sharing the children’s custody with your ex. Long- term
goals may be where do you see yourself financially in ten years, where would
you retire, how do you see yourself living life in your later years etc.
Choose
your battles carefully
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Yes,
it can be tempting to lash out at your ex at every possible occasion, it may
even feel good while you’re at it, but, this behavior is soon going to keep you
stuck in an unhealthy loop with your thoughts and actions. You will keep
sidetracking your actual physical life (rational and pragmatic head focused
solutions) , while turning on the lights towards the emotions and heart related
aspects. Sure, if you need to question your ex about his or her intentions or
reasons, this should always be evoked in a decent manner. Let’s remember that
the fact that the divorce is even evoked is because there is a disconnect
between you and the other person. Discussions may help but are hardly going to
satisfy both individuals.
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Try
to reign in those emotions and stay at least neutral when it comes to dealings
with your ex.
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Your
divorce doesn’t have to be what the world thinks about divorce. You don’t have
to tear each other down. We only have a limited amount of time on earth and
this individual chose to spend time with you, maybe have a child or children
with you. Try and respect this choice that each of you made for your lives
until now.
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Remember
that money is important to lead a comfortable life, but no amount of money
guarantees happiness and peace. So, even if your ego doesn’t agree easily, let
go to some extent and move forward. If need be, involve one mediator or friend
who can help give you some perspective in the situation.
Stop
playing the victim card/ blame game
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You
will meet many people in the initial days after you start telling people about
the imminent divorce who will love to ask questions, bring down your ex and
agree with everything you tell them or accuse your ex of. Remember, these
people have their own lives and a few minutes of discussion will never give
them the right perspective or the same view that you have in your relationship.
Using the victim card will soon get old and all you will get by using it long
term is to continue to stay in the ‘current emotional’ state. Whether that be
anger, hatred , sadness or a mix of them all.
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This
situation, even though it’s a hard pill to accept right now is a consequence of
either circumstances outside of your control or choices made by you. You may
need to take accountability about where you stand. Even if it’s a situation out
of your control, remove the Blame cape or the ‘why me?’ and start by taking a
deep breath, saying, ‘yes, this is happening to me and it sure doesn’t feel
good right now, but, I’m going to be fine. I have all that it takes to go
through these moments.
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Each
time you get tempted to blame your ex, try to look at the long-term goal of
where you see yourself in the future in relation to him or her. Setting the
tone with that of anger will create a future of probable discord.
Try to
change your daily habits to benefit you
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Break
down each day into segments or fractions of hours if it’s really difficult to
be able to sanely get through each of them. One step at a time, one foot in
front of the other.For example, ‘I feel miserable each morning from not having slept the
night before. But, I can focus on making myself that lovely tea that I bought
yesterday. I can then take a shower and get the breakfast that my children
love’.
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Try
not to involve too many people in the process. More the people involved, more
that chances of having your energy drained.
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Opinions
are to be listened to, but remember you
know what is best for yourself.
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Enjoy
the newness of the life you are living or going to live. ‘Enjoy’ may seem like
an extreme word in the situation but if you look at life from a distance, all
things that were new, exciting or painful stand out in the grand scheme of
things. These are what we remember as milestones or turning points in life.
Yes, again, it’s maybe not what we wanted but here we are. We may as well
notice that yes, we are changing, our life is changing and the path ahead is
now completely unknown and new. That unknown life was exciting when we were 18,
so it can be just as exciting now.
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Celebrate every AHA moment on the route. If
you thought you would never make it through one night without crying and you
wake up on a dry pillow, savor the moment. Maybe journal or call your one
trusted friend to share the feeling, pamper yourself with your favorite
chocolate that day, get up and dance on the spot, anything!
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Celebrate
the small wins without bitterness. If during a negotiation, you managed to get
what you want without a fuss, congratulate yourself , pat yourself on the back
or smile in your mind’s eye. Savor everything you can.
Children
and how to handle them
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Remember
that your children are their own little people. Try feeding something that a
baby doesn’t want to eat and you will see that individual who is in that small
and fragile body is already formed. Please always try and remember that your
role is to help your child develop to their highest potential. It’s to help
them get onto the tracks towards their future, where they will travel on their
own trains and go ahead to see their own sights and reach their own
destinations. In most cases, where parents stay together, it’s just that both
parents can witness most of this journey together. They can marvel at their
creation together. They can encourage their children together. A divorce need
not do anything other than separate the initial track into two. This gives your
children more opportunities and more experiences and you less control. It’s
hard to let go of the need to control, but come back to the long-term goals
that you created and focus on those when this happens.
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Realize
that even if you were still together, you may not be allowed to see the sights
and the destinations if the individual who resides inside the body of your
child doesn’t want you to come along for the ride. And at some point, nature’s
path will throw you off the train slowly but surely. Sometimes peacefully and
sometimes with violence.
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Children
have their own stories about their lives. Look around you and you may be
surprised to see how children who came from a family where both parents still
love and live together may have negative
stories about their upbringing. Accept that your children have their own
stories to share, however well you think you participated and gave of yourself.
Divorce or not.
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Your
issues, your anger and your sentiments towards your ex are your personal
baggage. Don’t use your children to carry this baggage back and forth. Our
minds may want us to stay connected with the ex, albeit in a twisted way. Using
your children to do this is not the answer. As a parent, you surely wish that
your children are complete and thriving adults living their best lives. Resist
these short-term satisfactions for your ego and always look at time as a large
entity.
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If
you find it possible, tell your children when you are separating that the anger
you have for your ex is your own and they are free to love the other parent
completely. You are basically giving your child a free pass to open his or her
wings and fly calmly into the future.
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Always
try and show respect for your ex, at least in front of your children. This goes
for even while the ex is absent. You’re your children’s biggest mirror and
teacher when they’re young. They know when disrespect is present between two
individuals. Since they will be your link to your ex for a long time to come,
keep focused on the future.
Disclaimer:
The above list is not exhaustive. All thoughts expressed here come from my own
lessons learnt during the eight months of my divorce, a decade ago. My children
are now adults and capable and happy young women. I’m grateful to my ex-husband for his support
even during those difficult times. He and I both shared the dream of getting
through the divorce with our girls as our main priority. Today, we still
communicate and help each other and stand together as a family for our girls.
This was possible only because our long-term goals aligned.
This may
not be your case. So, while you read this article please remember your journey
is unique and your situation may seem very difficult and different. Please feel
free to only use what can benefit you from my article and ignore the rest. We
all learn different lessons during our divorces and my tips are just pointers.
May you find strength in my words. All the Best!
Great tips. Well said.
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