Raj was back in Bombay for the school vacations. Now that he was home, he found that he didn't want to step out of the house at all. He spent his days hanging around Amma. It seemed like he was building up the quota of time, attention and love exclusive to him and though he didn't know it then, he would use these memories as a balm when he returned to the boarding school.
Amma and Daddy were so happy with his exam results and the fact that he had learned swimming and horse riding made them sing high praises about his school. He had tried to tell them that he didn't care for those things and all he wanted was to be with them.
Though he was at home all the time, he realized that there was never time to be able to actually communicate his concerns to his parents. Amma was busy the whole day with housework or taking care of them. Daddy was not at home during the day and most evenings he was out earning extra money selling insurance. Both of them were grateful that Raj was getting a world class education at almost no cost since Daddy was an ex military man. Amma hadn't studied beyond the age of nine and she considered a good education a huge blessing for her first born.Daddy had started working at the age of 14 years himself to look after his widowed mother and his seven siblings, so practicality was more his style. And his responsibilities never seemed to have lightened. Settling down in Mumbai with three children was expensive enough, then there'd sometimes be a relative staying with them who'd also be looking for a job in Mumbai. No matter what, there was always some financial issue that they would have to keep hidden from their children.
But Raj had now grown up overnight. Living away from his family in a hostel had made him street smart and he read all the signs. He knew he was no longer a child and so he couldn't get himself to throw a tantrum and cry his heart out. He just kept everything inside.
All too soon, he found himself back on the train with Daddy for another year at boarding school. He was still hoping that during the train journey over the next two days he would be able to speak up and insist on coming back home during the mid-term vacation break.
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