Tuesday, 14 July 2026

The Incidental Spotlight : Finding Confidence by Surprise - Fiction

 

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As Ramani sat in the dark room filled with an audience of office goers who were unwinding at a stand-up comedy show, she held her tummy again because she hadn't stopped laughing. Everyone was kind of high right now with the jokes that were coming non stop from the person on stage. The young man had a funny looking face already, but he didn't wear a red nose. Yet, here they were being carried along by his detailed account of how he had been stuck in an elevator with a group of people for over 5 hours. Ramani didn't find anything about being stuck in an elevator funny, but the way the speaker was delivering his sentences had her in splits. She looked at her office colleague Natasha who was sitting next to her and was also rolling over in laughter. They had a hard time keeping their drinks in their glasses and closely missed spilling wine on the person sitting right in front of them.


Natasha and Ramani looked at each other when the applause was finally over and the star of the evening left the stage. They gestured to each other to leave the seats and move towards the open space of the room that was behind all the seats that had been placed near the tiny stage. The show was happening in a dance party hall which had its own huge bar at one corner of the room. As it was the break, many people had rushed over to the bar and many were coming and going towards the rest rooms that were just outside the main hall. If one followed the corridor beyond the bar, the area seemed to have some sort of restaurant set up. Ramani and Natasha walked towards the restaurant area to be able to talk to each other as the music had been turned up in the main hall as soon as the break had started.


Walking with Natasha was like observing the world around stop to take notice. Natasha was the exact opposite of Ramani physically. She was 178 cm tall and had a BMI that was less than what was considered average. So, just standing next to Natasha, Ramani felt bloated and chubby, and as if she possessed the shortest pair of legs that any 'adult' had ever grown into. Today was no different. Ramani watched as people stopped their conversations and turned to look at Natasha. It didn't hurt that Natasha was a very pretty woman and so she received stares and unwanted attention too. That didn't bother Ramani. She wasn't jealous of Natasha. She walked with Natasha and passed a wall that was mirrored. She could not but notice how they were contrasting each other. She noticed her stubby arms and Natasha's long and slim arms as they both walked down the corridor. Natasha was such a nice person that it was a no-brainer that Ramani wanted to be her friend and spend time after work getting to know the generous and kind person besides her. They settled down at the seated area and Ramani and Natasha had a great catch up about the vacations that Natasha had just taken. Telling details about her flight in and out of Mumbai airport to her fancy destination of Mauritius, Natasha's talks hadn't even reached a tenth of her full story when they heard the announcement that the second half of the show was about to start. Time indeed flew when one's having fun, Ramani realised.


They were soon queuing up again in the main hall and getting to their seats. The main organiser of the show was on stage and had a hat in his hand. He said something about how he'd passed the hat in the beginning of the show and asked people to put in the name of someone with them present in the hall who they thought had a hidden stand up talent in them. Ramani realised she'd come in slightly after Natasha as she'd received a phone call when they'd just got out of the cab. Natasha had gone into the event hall to secure seats for the both of them. So, she looked at Natasha and smiled when she heard there would be a surprise comedian who was not on the list that had been announced earlier on social media. Ramani loved these kinds of surprises and both she and Natasha settled in as the organiser got everyone's attention by saying he would soon pick out one name from the hat. The person whose name would be read out had the option to refuse, of course, but it would be fantastic if they could at least come on stage and accept a gift from the sponsors of the evening. He also reminded the public that since this was a complete impromptu performance, they expected the crowd to be encouraging and accepting of what would happen in the next few minutes. Once the crowd finally quieted and settled down, the music gave out a drum roll, the lights dimmed and the organiser put his hand into the hat. And he pulled out a chit and read out the name 'Ramani'.


Ramani heard her name being read out and repeated and found herself looking for the other Ramani in the hall. She turned to Natasha and was about to tell her that it was incredibly coincidental that she would find someone with her name that evening when she saw Natasha looking straight at her with a smile and a half-scared expression.  She then saw Natasha point to her with one of her long fingers and felt every one in the room looking at her. The ‘Ramani’ they wanted was her, she. 'They mean me' screamed the frozen brain of Ramani. She saw Natasha bend over and whisper something to her. She didn't hear anything because now the crowd was slowly starting to scream her name. She looked at the man on stage and felt light headed. She didn't know what to do or how to react. 'Well I love surprises don't I? I never stop telling people about how much I love them, don't I? I may have even mentioned at some point to Natasha that as a school girl, I used to entertain the class if a teacher was absent. That her school friends still keep talking about her impersonations of others and the funny jokes she came up with....damn, yes, but then I was 13 and now I'm nearly 35 and this is a room of strangers who just saw a star perform', she heard all these thoughts jostle in her head as she instinctively jumped out of her seat and walked the long walk to the front of the room. She didn't know whether she was angry enough with Natasha at that moment to scream at her or whether she was feeling grateful that she'd remembered what she'd told her. 'Wasn't this proof enough of friendship?' She felt her arms tingle and her lips quiver. She felt cold sweat trickle down her back even though the room was warm with all the people sitting in it. She felt her heart go faster as she walked to the podium.


As she climbed the small stage, the organiser handed her a mike and asked her if she would like 5 minutes of stage time. She looked at him, her back to the crowd and found herself surprisingly nodding a yes. Even he looked surprised at the speed with which Ramani had agreed. He smiled and moved to the side of the stage. "I'm here, don't worry", heard Ramani as she turned around and faced the light glaring at her. She had no time or space to let in any of her insecurities. All she heard was the silence of expectation from the collective faceless crowd in front of her.


 "Hello folks, apparently the joke’s on me tonight... "






This fictional short story is my participation to the Blog Hop Prompt by #BlogchatterBlogHop as indicated in the image attached to the text. We all have insecurities and we all can be centre stage if we overcome them. 


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Sunday, 12 July 2026

Van India ontdekken tot zelfontdekking - Carla Ide, taaldocente, avonturier en reiziger

 

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Wat is empowerment? Volgens internet is empowerment het proces waarbij je vrijheid, autoriteit en zelfvertrouwen verwerft om je eigen leven te beheersen, beslissingen te nemen en doelen te bereiken. Het houdt in dat je persoonlijke of collectieve kracht vergroot, waardoor je in staat bent machteloosheid te overwinnen, rechten op te eisen en verandering teweeg te brengen.


Dit woord kwam bij me op toen ik de avontuurlijke Carla Ide interviewde. Carla heeft tot nu toe zoveel verschillende rollen vervuld dat het moeilijk is haar in een hokje te plaatsen.




Een vrouw die veel gereisd heeft, veel geleerd heeft en zichzelf heeft ontdekt tijdens die reizen, zo kun je haar denk ik het beste omschrijven. Ik ontmoette haar via een vriend van een vriend en was blij te ontdekken dat ze een Indophile was. Ik vond haar manier van ontdekken van India, mijn geboorteland, erg interessant.


Carla vertelde me dat een vriendin van haar, een lerares, haar nieuwe klas eens vroeg wat ze in anderen bewonderden. De lerares vertelde de leerlingen toen dat ze een vriendin van haar bewonderde, Carla, die voor haar symbool stond voor moed. Iemand die dingen deed die zij zelf niet zou durven. Stap in een vliegtuig en reis alleen naar plekken om de wereld te ontdekken.


Dat is precies de energie die ik voelde toen ik met Carla sprak. Een zacht en glimlachend gezicht dat helemaal opbloeit bij gesprekken over spiritualiteit en ogen die me lieten zien hoe open ze van geest is. Carla zegt dat ze vrouwen van haar leeftijd kent die investeren in vastgoed en een leven opbouwen met een man, maar zij kiest ervoor om in zichzelf te investeren, om als persoon te groeien en haar eigen weg in deze wereld te vinden.







Haar liefde voor het Oosten begon toen ze meditatiecursussen volgde in Brugge, België. Deze praktijk bracht haar in contact met een groep die in 2023 naar Ladakh wilde reizen. De reis was zo georganiseerd dat de deelnemers zes dagen lang op grote hoogte moesten wandelen over paden en elke nacht moesten kamperen. Wandelen was niet Carla's sterkste kant, maar haar meditatiepraktijk was op zijn hoogtepunt. De energie van de bergen, de groep waarmee ze reisde en de nieuwe mensen die ze ontmoette, hielpen haar elke wandeldag door te komen. Ze begon tekenen te zien wanneer ze moe werd, zoals een vlinder die naast haar landde als ze even ging zitten om uit te rusten. Die dagen van wandelen en die avonden kamperen met mensen die in een groep mediteerden terwijl de zon onderging in de Himalaya, en de bekroning van de reis in het klooster, betekenden voor Carla een soort thuiskomstgevoel. Ze voelde zich zowel fysiek als mentaal sterker worden als volwassen vrouw. India opende haar ogen. Ze realiseerde zich dat er zoveel meer te ontdekken viel in India. Haar liefde voor India groeide daar.

















Ze vroeg anderen die geïnteresseerd waren om met haar mee te reizen naar Manali, omdat ze lokale bewoners had ontmoet die over dat gebied vertelden. Tijdens die reis naar Manali zag ze traditionele vrouwen met neusringen in beide neusgaten en raakte ze enorm geïnspireerd om hetzelfde te doen. Na haar terugkeer naar België liet ze haar twee neuspiercings zetten.



Traditionele vrouwen in Manali


neuspiercings zetten in België

Die reizen deden Carla beseffen dat ze een verandering in haar leven nodig had. Ze besloot een toeristenvisum voor een jaar aan te vragen en door India te reizen, maar tijdens dat proces vertelde een vriendin haar over een mogelijkheid om Nederlands te doceren in Cochin. Deze baan hield in dat ze gekwalificeerde verpleegkundigen voorbereidde op een reis naar België, met voldoende kennis van het Nederlands om een jaar lang te studeren aan een Nederlandstalige universiteit en stage te lopen in lokale Nederlandstalige ziekenhuizen. België kampt met een tekort aan gekwalificeerd medisch personeel en de non-profitorganisatie Chinta v.z.w, Aurora-project (https://chinta.be/nl), haalt verpleegkundigen uit India en andere landen naar België om daar te komen werken.


Omdat haar moeder en zus allebei verpleegkundigen zijn, zag Carla dit als een kans die haar op het lijf geschreven was. Ze wist dat ze het geweldig zou vinden om de vrouwen die toekomstige verpleegkundigen in België zouden worden les te geven, terwijl ze zelf in India woonde en het land van dichterbij leerde kennen. Ze zou in het zuiden van India zijn en had geen ervaring met de cultuur daar. De mensen die ze ontmoette waren hartverwarmend; ze waardeerden haar werk, aangezien het het vijfde jaar van het trainingsprogramma in de regio was. De accommodatie en de werkplek lagen vlakbij het Lourdes-ziekenhuis, dat als basis voor de trainingen diende. Het ziekenhuis stelt een hostel ter beschikking waar de lessen plaatsvinden en waar studenten tijdens de Nederlandse lessen verblijven. De school in Gent, België, biedt ook een stage van een maand aan voor verpleegkundestudenten uit België. Ze zijn partner van Chinta v.z.w en organiseren het verblijf voor de gastdocenten Nederlands. Deze verpleegkundigen worden door ODPEC (Overseas Development and Employment Promotion Council) geselecteerd uit ziekenhuizen in heel India, mits ze alle selectieprocedures doorlopen.


Tijdens haar vorige reis voelde ze zich meer een van hun dan een toerist, en genoot ze ervan om zich zo lokaal mogelijk te voelen. De vrouwen aan wie ze lesgaf waren erg vriendelijk en hardwerkend. Ze hadden praktisch geen tijd, want ze leerden zes dagen per week Nederlands en moesten dat zes maanden lang volhouden.


Carla en haar collega's namen contact op met mensen in België die een bepaald niveau Nederlands spraken om de studenten op sommige zaterdagen te laten oefenen, en ik ben blij te kunnen zeggen dat ik zelf ook aan die oefensessies heb deelgenomen. Het was leuk om deze vrouwen uit Kerala, het land van mijn ouders, met me te zien praten in het land waar ik nu woon. Carla bevestigt met genoegen dat de vrouwen nu in België zijn en aan het academisch jaar zijn begonnen, omdat ze de taal goed genoeg beheersen om de lessen van ZOWE Brugge te volgen. ZOWE Brugge is een gespecialiseerde verpleegkundigenopleiding die opleidingen aanbiedt tot gediplomeerd verpleegkundige. Tijdens hun opleiding werken ze ook, sommigen in ziekenhuizen, anderen in verzorgingstehuizen.


met gekruiste benen op de grond zitten voor sadhya


Pookalam (bloemdecoratie)voor Onam



met haar studenten

Kathakali-dansers

Carla kijkt met warme gevoelens terug op haar zes maanden in Kerala. Ze bezocht een lokaal tempelfestival waar de sfeer geweldig was. Ze was getuige van een viering voor Lord Vishnu en ze deed ook mee aan Onam. Ze genoot er echt van om de Pookalam (bloemenversiering) te maken en zag het enthousiasme van de lokale huiseigenaren om de wedstrijd voor de mooiste Pookalam te winnen. Ze nam deel aan het traditionele feestmaal, de Sadhya, gekleed in een traditionele Kerala-sari, en danste met haar leerlingen. Ze speelde spelletjes met de vrouwen en ze voelden zich allemaal weer even jonge meisjes. Ze prijst de gastvrijheid waarmee ze overal werd ontvangen, vooral toen ze tijdens haar reizen in de omgeving families van haar leerlingen ontmoette. Ze stonden er allemaal op dat ze bij hen thuis langs zou komen en samen met hen zou eten.


In het land van de Ayurveda wist ze dat haar band met India alleen maar sterker werd. Toen de leerlingen in januari in een ijskoud en donker klimaat op de luchthaven van Brussel aankwamen, deed Carla haar best om hen met een warme glimlach te verwelkomen. Ze had het gevoel dat de twee culturen nu met elkaar verweven waren, als in een prachtige deken. Lees verder op de blog voor meer over Carla en haar avonturen, die ik hier hopelijk zal delen.


Je kunt Carla volgen op Instagram via deze link: https://www.instagram.com/carla_ide/


Hieronder vind je een paar leuke filmpjes die Carla met me deelde.








Je kunt mij het artikel in het Engels horen voorlezen op mijn podcastkanaal 'Journey - Lekha Warrior Writes' op Spotify en Apple, of direct hier https://open.spotify.com/episode/5lHreQOHpBDXx9ZFGi17jT?si=Jgw91LKyQsKECvAPUUkmSg


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Friday, 10 July 2026

The Dawn of a New Legacy - Ammini & Ramchandra - Part 6 - The Chronicles of the Youngest Child

 

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Ammini was now used to her life at the Military grounds in Colaba. It was now about 6 months since she was living in the tiny quarters that were assigned to her husband Ramchandra and that she had come to live in, in Bombay. They lived in the house with Ramchandra's mother Devaki Devi and his younger sister Subadhra. Adjusting to the small space had been difficult for a few days for everyone, but once the routine set in, they were all happy and had established their own rhythm.


Ammini's mother-in-law had insisted that the inner room was for the newly married couple. Devaki Devi was wise enough to know that however close they all were with each other and however nice the relationship between her and her daughter-in-law was, the young couple needed their privacy and space to get to know each other too. After all, complaining about life and sorting things out was something she remembered doing well with her husband Govinda too. Those were moments she remembered most fondly, the end of the day conversations, the understanding nods and grunts her husband made because he just wanted to doze off to sleep. She smiled as she remembered that sometimes he didn't even pay attention to what she was saying. Such is a long life with a husband, she thought as she fell asleep in the front room of the quarters.


Just on the other side of the wall, Ammini settled down in bed next to her husband. She could only sleep for a few hours lying down as her childhood asthma had not left her body. Working in the cloth mills had weakened her system very quickly and she had had to stop going to work because of her deteriorating health. She remembered how she'd felt inadequate having to stop going to the mill as working and earning some money had given her some confidence. But, that was also taken away quickly because of her health. 'No schooling, no work, no probable future, no husband' , she found her old negative thoughts pass through her head a couple of times and then felt Ramchandra hold her in a warm embrace. He asked her if she'd had a good day. Her thoughts got called back to the present and she quickly reminded herself that she was being silly. Her husband was right next to her and her fortunes had changed. She promised herself to try and lie down for as long as she could possibly manage. This way she was held by her husband and she wanted to milk every moment of being cherished and belonging that she loved. She wasn't fond of being held tight because her breath felt constricted but just with her husband, her heart led the way. There was no logical reasoning why she didn't feel breathless when he held her. So, she stopped trying to understand and just enjoyed the feeling. However, she also knew that eventually she would have to wake up and sit down for some time because lying down made her unable to breathe properly after a few hours. This was something which just seemed to get worse with time. 


Anyway, she had other things to focus on. It had been a month and more since she had had her periods and she was already busy having conversations with the baby in her tummy. Now it was high time to reveal this to Ramchandra. She snuggled up to him and whispered that she had spent a lovely day thinking of what it would be like if they had a child. Ramchandra didn't seem to catch on, so she held his hand and placed it on her tummy. In the dim light of the room, with just the ceiling fan moving at a moderate pace, she heard Ramchandra breathe in deeply and breathe out a beautiful smile. He held her close and said "You will be the best Amma, my Ammini". Ammini giggled and then stopped because she hadn't heard herself giggle a lot before. She said "Oh" as if she was caught doing something wrong and then giggled again. They both found themselves laughing in the joy of the news. Ramchandra laughed seeing his wife in this euphoric state. He'd never seen her let go of her emotions as at this moment. Taking in the new sounds and the sensation in her body of all her senses coming alive, Ammini revelled in the moment. In their home, with her husband, loved by everyone in the next room, there was no doubt she would be a wonderful mother to the child to come. She found herself pressing Ramchandra's hands in hers.


They both continued to talk about how they would tell Devaki Devi the next morning. As the breeze from the little window cradled them to sleep, Ammini and Ramchandra both slept with dreams of their future miracle.


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The day they met

 

How my Daddy met my Mummy - Ramchandra & Ammini - The Chronicles of the Youngest Child



Read the second story of their wedding day here



Read about how Ammini settles in 

A Morning of Gentle Blessings - Ramchandra & Ammini - Part 4 - The Chronicles of the Youngest Child


Read about my mother's first big journey to Bombay in 1963

Tracks to Tomorrow - Ammini's Maiden Voyage to Bombay - Ramchandra & Ammini - Part 5- The Chronicles of the Youngest Child


Or this story of a real person